Here i am in US

It been a long time i never been blogging, kind of lazy to post anything here cos in singapore i only eat, sleep and work... Nothing much for me to blog it here but today! Here i am in US texas (Dallas)! I be here for 1 month! 10th of MAY till 10th Of June! Wow! SONG! Long holiday! HAHA here the story start...

9th/May
Was working too but i try my luck to call up my boss to ask for early off work, And YES i can leave work at 1.30pm! So the first thing i when to redhill to help william mum to pack her thing up cos she need help in packing her luggage. 1 hour later i took a cap back to bukit batok west mall, meet up carol and pick up something from her then when back home. At home nothing much too was talking to my sister playing online game and watching VCD till around 12am+ then i so nap for 2-3 hour only cos i got to reach redhill at 4am! Anyway i can't sleep too HAHA. Flight was at 8.10am

10th/May
Reach redhill at around 3.30am help to see see look look think think still got thing never pack anot lor... Nothing much there too waiting for my call cap to reach at 5.30am tick dot tick dot tick dot.... Ring ring here my phone ring! The cap is here! haha took our luggage down and it just take us around 20min to reach singapore air-post! We reach there first thing is to check in our 2 luggage! Just 10min and everything is done! time check SG 6.10am... OMG it so early.... Me and his mum got nothing to do lor walk walk took some photo lor till around 7.30am i think then we go in. Inside the duty free place thing is real cheap! But we never buy wait till we are back from US then see how ba. We walk walk till when we are going to get into our fligth suddly air-port people is calling us through MIC! LAST CALL!!! OMG! the time is only 8am! And is LAST CALL liao! First time i tio LAST CALL sia! lucky we on the way up to the flight liao but so pai seh in the plane everyone is looking at us.... Anyway funny lah! Reach Tokyo(Narita) air-port at around SG time 3.15pm Got to board the plane at 4.15pm. Nothing much too. i can only say on the plane for SO LONG it really sian! Butt is so pian!

10th/May(Dallas Time)
Reach US(Dallas) at around 3.15pm (SG Time 4.15am) First thing i got to say is the wind is so nice! got sun but not HOT! with lots of cool wind! Not like singapore it so HOT! i took some photo over here too but i haven upload it wait till i VERY free then upload ba HAHA over here is not like singapore got lots of high HDB all this, here the most is only like 2-3 story house it something like singapore bungalow but is those bigger type. His house got 4 CATs! 3 FAT Cats 1 singapore cat! HAHA cos is from singapore. My first dinner over here is burger hmm not very nice lor then we when to Goody Goody Liquor! The shop is all selling LIQUOR! Got over thousand type of Liquor! Got starbuck Liquor too HAHA

11th/May(Dallas Time)
Wake up at 5.30am! Wow it so early! Cos of school lah! I going to Mountain view college! HAHA my first school DAY! Opp no lah is william got exam then i just follow him there see see lor we when to Southern Methodist University too! wow it so big and nice there. I took some photo there too we also when too a SUPERMAKET! named "Super Target" is something like singapore carrefour it very big! Anyway over some item it very ex but what william say is ture lah over here they earn more mah not like singapore our pay is only how much only... HAHA hmm not to forgot what we have for our luach Chinese Restaurant Wantan Mee! The Mee they give alots sia! Nice too. A total of 4 plate of wantan mee and a rost platter got BBQ pork, jelly fish, rost chicken and braised tofu cost US $48 and $10 tips cos over here need to give tips de.....

Think this is all for now.... Anyway my english is very SUX if type wrong then sorry hur! LOLxX Cya!

DO WE REALLY KNOW EACH OTHER WELL?

HELP! I'm In A Lost World Now!

30/04/05
William had came back to singapore from taiwan, Me Twinklez and wawa go air-port to fetch him, then we wanted to go for breakfast twinklez and wawa want to eat popeye chicken but end up we never eat cos open at 11am.... but we walk past crystal jade then william say he long time never eat this liao but twinklez and wawa feel too EX liao end up we never eat at all! we just took a taxi to redhill (william house). at his house he take out all those thing he bought in taiwan then give it to us lor. Guess what i got from him? 1 singlet 1 shirt and some toys. i like the singlet very much! but i feel the size is to big liao. After this we took taxi to bugis for our lunch and also bought some stuff for our coming chalet on 6/5 this friday! nothing much for the day. we went back around 1pm+ And i went back with william to redhill hahaha! then what we done?! GUESS!!!! SLEEP LAH!!! LOLxX sleep till very late! never eat dinner too...

Next Day
Nothing much too, i work afternoon and he went to his aunt house. Wanted to bring him for movie de but after my work very late liao so end up never go just stay at his house but i told him we go eat crystal jade and watch movie tomorrow k? cos i work morning the next day he reply hmm "i'm going out with his aunt to buy laptop and dig cam but think still can maybe it before 5.30pm" i say ok.

02/05/05
I sms him at 2.48pm
"meet you 5.30pm can?"

William at 4.05pm
"I don't know whether can make it anot. cos now i still walking with my aunt. We haven't buy the laptop yet."

Me at 4.37pm
"Then how...?"

Willim at 5.13pm
"I still with them. They still looking for laptop. I meet you later can? Or you go back first then we go tiong bahru watch?"

What can i do? This is not the first time liao.... i very sian about all this liao...
5.30pm i went back redhill, when i reach home her mum ask me "Never meet william meh?" I reply "He still with his aunt outside" Then nothing much for me to do so i go shower, in the shower room i hear his mum call his aunt "Where are you all? why take so long?" Maybe her mum know what i'm thinking liao...
After shower watch some TV NEWS EX presidend pass away!.. Around 7pm+ i went to bed keep on thinking am i to self-fish? Think And Think And Think then fall a sleep! Wake up around 8pm+ he still not back home. No sms/call from him... 8.32pm he called me ask me. "Do i want to go buy tix first?"
I reply "I don't want to watch liao"
He ask " am i angry?"
Reply "No"
Then he ask "What time i'm working tomorrow?"
Reply "Morning"
Him "OK then i maybe going out with my friends and maybe stay overnight in his house watch SOCCER tomorrow"
I'm thinking since when he like soccer? Whatever i just reply "OK""Bye"...
Around 9pm i go redhill market to have my dinner from crystal jade become redhill market... from 2 persons become 1 person... On the way to redhill market i sms him "After my dinner i go back bukit batok liao. i very sian liao... free time go my blog see.. maybe i'm to self-fish... Don't call me."
No Reply At All...
I send a sms agian "Anyway i'm not angry. I'm just thinking am i to self-fish.."
I was hopeing he will call/sms me back but still NO REPLY!..
Do he care about me? care about this love?!?!?! I'm asking myself why do i love him? And is he really love me? I don't know... He let me feel like he don't care at all!...
Anyway i never go back bukit batok i still walk back to his house wait for him to came back, he reach home around 10pm+. Don't know why he can make me smile everytime, His mum went to bed around 11pm so i start to watch VCD and he use internet. my eyes still keep peeping at his LCD hope he will go to my blog and see what in my mind but he never... 12am-1am-2am... he never care to go at all... Why he don't want to know what in my mind? how i feel about this love?... I hear he going oversea for his study, for how long i don't know. he never talk to me about this at all... 3years? 4years? 5years? or more? If he really go am i going to wait for him? or in another word can i wait for so long? But if i wait can he wait too??? I know is my wrong to say all this but i have lost trust in this love... I'm 23 this year and i know i'm UGLY! for me to find a love is not easy, i don't want to waste time in love anymore... What is more important for him? Study? friends? family? or love? i know i can't stop him from study i can't stop his future. I agree friends is important but a 10years friend may backstab you anytime... family?(Touch Wood) can they follow you till the end? till you die?!

I just hope he can take sometime just 10-15min! to read my blog! to read my mind! why he can stay overnight at other house and watch sccoer but cannot just take sometime for me? for my blog? for our love... Why i create this blog for? name it llawll for what? why?!
A = Andrew
W = William
Just hope we can be forever!... Sometime really don't feel like post anything here, what i doing all this for? Is only for him! Just want to find a way to let him know what i'm thinking... what in my mind.... But i feel like i'm a fool! Doing all this just like an idiot! Sitting in front of my computer, typeing... check dictionary cos my english is SUX! For what i do all this? JUST ONLY FOR HIM!!! But did he care on what i do?...

Am I Self-Fish?! Can Someone Help Me?! Tagboard Is Just On The Left Hand Side, You Maybe Just Past By Here But I Need Help!!! Tell Me What To Do!!!

Fews More Hours To GOoo!

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Just fews more hour to go! been waiting for this day to come for SOooo long! What he bought for me? or did he buy anything for me?! Lolx! anyway he ask me do i need anything anot. i say no need de so if he never buy also ok lor =p he going taiwan air-port at around 1am+ Wow! sure no need sleep liao! nevermind tml back to Singapore then i sleep wif you ok! Wahahaha! don't know tonight can i sleep anot leh! Scare i can't sleep................
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SMS

This afternoon i sms him
Send > What you doing now? ~ BaBy We| 16:08:20
Reply > Me now in bus. On my way to taipei. Just now at kao shung. I play the G force ride. Very fun. I'll only reach taipei in the night... 16:12:10

Reply > I'm in taipei. I reach at 9pm. I only shop a bit... But i buy 1 jean and 1 short. Then free 1 short. Tomorrow when i not so busy i call u okie. Good nite love u. 00:33:57
Send > Nite. ~ BaBy We| 00:34:10

Just 2 More Days To Go!!!
Tomorrow going for a hair cut! Waiting for him to come back! waiting for the chalet! Go relax!!! FREE OF STREE!!! FREE OF WORK!!!

Love Is Self-fish

Just now on my way home i ring him, want to ask him about the chalet thing and also want to say good night to him.... But....
He suddly ask me do i want to buy the taiwan amry singlet. I say no need (he say he feel not nice also) but he got buy for MARK!!!!! cos he got collect.... but if i like i can take it lor..... WHAT THE FCUK!... Tell me for what?!.......
I know you may still have feeling on him... love?.... friend?....
Just like me.... I do agree i still have some feeling on my EX but... is only friend.... you maybe same as me just take him as friend.... But can you keep it to yourself?..... Just like me.....

I HATE MARK!
I HATE YOU TALKING ABOUT MARK!!!
Just the same as you!
YOU HATE MY EX
YOU HATE I TALKING ABOUT MY EX
But i try not to talk about him when you around, I try not to contact my ex ( Can say i never contact him long long ago) how about you? Have you ever try all this?!

LOVE IS SELF-FISH!

I HATE MARK!
I HATE YOU TALKING ABOUT MARK
I HATE YOU STILL HAVE THE FEELING... LOVE.... Friend.....
I JUST HATE! HATE!! HATE!!!

BUT.....

I LOVE YOU.....................................

Sian!

Today sale very bad!!! Hai!!! No luck today!!!...
Off work at 5.30pm then go walk walk around takashimaya, reach home around 7.30pm
have my dinner, shower watch TV....... online chat chat wif friends.... Busy planning roster for "May". Then Ronald msg me in MSN. He was asking me have i ever hit my baby b4? Hahaha how you think?
Yes! 1 time! A BIG SLAP!!! Why? cos hmmmmmmmmm..... long story! lolx
Long long ago! we go watch movie together, after the movie we go toilet to pee but i was just standing behide him he... he.... he..... PEEP AT OTHER!!! I was so angry then give him a BIG SLAP! He was like two big eyes looking at me and dunno why i slap him lolxX But at the end i got tell him why i slap him lah....
End up he slap me back! Then his eyes like got abit of water, i see liao also heart pain pain just let him slap lor But i still the same lah ACT COOL! ACT ANGRY ONLY!!! LOLXXX

Then i was chating wif twinkelz and wawa, dunno want to go oversea anot cos thay got thing on in SG but baby want go oversea leh! How? Maybe we just go chalet will do ba, tomorrow then i ask baby see how first.

5 MORE DAYS!!! Around 126hour!!!

宇恒 - 深呼吸

我紧紧握着方向盘 开车在回家的路上
空气很凉 摇上车窗
一个人 好慌张
不知拐过了几个弯
经过了绿色的收费站
空气中听见我的歌唱 熟悉旋律在回荡
什么时候眼泪开始打转
我要我自己坚强 我知道我能做到
我就要活得比从前更好
123 深呼吸 就感觉这力量 叫做翅膀 准备飞翔
我的想法很简单 没有他们的复杂
我背负一个伟大的梦想
123 深呼吸 我呼吸爱的力量
学着让自己勇敢
我知道 你知道 还要全世界看到 我的真心和希望

Thinking.......

This fews days keep on looking for air-tix.. thinking of going oversea agian! Tiger Airway $10 only! to bangkok... but still waiting for twinklez and wawa dunno them want go anot leh

Just now was looking at my friendster... then saw my EX...
Don't know why i still got the feeling of missing him =x
time gone so fast! 2year+ had past.....
saw your pic with a guy hmm who is him? maybe is your new boyfriend ba.
All The Best To You!

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Some People Meet That Somebody That They Can Never Stop Loving, No Matter How Hard They Try. I Don't Expect You To Understand That, Or Even Believe It, But Trust Me, There Are Some Love That Don't Juz Go Away. And Maybe That Makes Them Crazy, But We Should All Be Lucky To End Up With That Somebody Who Has A Little Of That Insanity. Somebody Who Never Lets Go Somebody Who Cherishes You Forever.
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8 MORE DAYS TO GO!

The decision has been made, Singapore will go ahead with plans to build two Integrated Resorts, on Marina Bay and Sentosa.

PM Lee says, "This is a judgment, not a mathematical calculation. We see the trends, and feel the need to move. Whichever way we decide, there are risks. If we proceed, the IRs may not succeed, or the social fallout may be worse than we expect. If we do not proceed, we are at serious risk of being left behind by other cities. After weighing the matter carefully, the Cabinet has collectively concluded that we had no choice but to proceed with the IRs. As Prime Minister, I carry the ultimate responsibility for the decision."

How to you think??? For me i'm thinking casinos in singapore is a NO!
why i say no? Hmm not sure also lolxX just feel gambling is DANGERS!

11 More Days To Go!!!